Be with you

That day I bought a dvd by the title of "be with you". Didn't really heard about this movie before, but after reading the summary at the back of the cover, I decided to buy it to watch. Actually I just wanted to buy one dvd to watch but don't know which title to buy so saw this which interests me.

The show was quite boring at first, but it gets really touching in the middle and towards the ending. Btw this is a romance show hor, those only interested in action and comedy and horror can skip this post.

It's a japanese show, by dunno which actor and actress. They got some best viewer rate in various countries like hk and tw and jp. And heard that hollywood has bought the story and is in process of making their version.

It's about this guy and his son whose wife died a year ago, before the wife died she promise to return during the following year's rain season. This guy and his son lives in a secluded area due to a strange sickness he got. Anyway on that year's rainy season, the guy bring his son to a place near their house, where the son was looking for a time capsule that he and his mum buried a few years ago. He couldn't find it, but what shocked both of them is they suddenly saw a gal sitting over at the other end and she looks exactly like his mum. They found out that this gal actually lost her memory, and so they just tell her that she is his wife and the boy's mum.
So this "family" spend time together and get along really well as the gal started to get used to the family. Although the boy and the father knows deep inside that she will go after the rainy season. Each day they prayed that the rainy season will last longer and each day they enjoy the company of this gal by their side. To try to recall the gal's memory, the father also tells her about how he falls in love with her in the past and how they got together. This gal who can't remember anything, fell in love with the guy once again. Then one day, the gal brought the boy back to the place to search for the time capsule and they found it. The gal read the content of the time capsule and found a deep secret and knows that she has to leave eventually.....

Those who wants to know the ending can borrow the Dvd from me.. hehe
I find it quite nice, although I prefer "il mare" another korean movie(I also have the dvd)

After watching this movie I had a lot of gan3 chu4(dunno how to describe in english). and it brings me to think of a lot of things.

Day as a Teacher Night as a Student..

Wow damm tired today.. after teaching gotta let people teach .. heng tomorrow I dun have to teach and also dun have to let people teach but got meeting.

I find that as I teach more classes I am more good at it and manage to teach more and find better ways in explaining things to the kids. Or is it because I am getting better discipline class compared to previous one?

Anyway there was one funny incident that happened in my class today. I am teaching them flash shape tweening . (that means to animate a shape morphing to another shape). This joker
drew a horizontal rectangle and morphed it into a horizontal rectangle with one of the breadth side rounded. Making it look like a penis erecting in the end. And the whole class laugh out loud. Even I also can't control my laughter. Haiz this sec 1 kids......

Finally saw some results from my hardwork

yesh ! I help the school to win a merit award for an interschool competition
should I be happy or not? Some how I feel that it's not good enough to get just a merit. Am I too greedy? dunno leh. but for me to be happy I would like to get at least a silver or something. Anyway, this was a pretty last minute project completed in less than 2 weeks. So I think I should be happy, at least it won something right?

Anyway for those who are interested to see the project , here's the address
http://www1.asknlearn.com/nass/Hpinit/main.htm
By the way, the videos in the website is not edited or shot by me...
And I am just a newbie in learning flash actionscript when I was doing it.

I hope my next competition would be better...


That's all for tonite, really tired after ma lesson

Ok ok the results are out. Derrick and Silver got booted out! So who will eventually emerge as the final male and female winners of this super star program? I really can't guess... look at the situation today.. female side is quite obvious that Silver was on the weaker side . but if she had lots of admirers for her big fat legs then she might still stand a chance ah.. ok lar actually she is pretty lar. got the deep deep dimples... Anyway it was heng that kelly got in, because I tot she didn't perform that well this time and xin hui was quite power leh .

Then on the male side, I really have no comments becos I didn't have chance to listen to them sing that day. But one point that my sis pointed out is that she was questioning who is actually supporting kelvin? not that I am mean, cruel or what, but it's true mah, I mean more fans will support young and handsome guy right? and my sis said that kelvin is starting to get complacent . Although he does have good voice, but his singing style is too narrow. The other two contestants has a greater variety of songs to sing while kelvin is always singing the same style of song. I think it's quite important that if you want to be a super star you need to be able to handle different genre styles of songs lor.

Anyway it's already decided who is going for the finals liao mah, so let's not talk about the issue liao. But I would hope that the final winner will be kelly and jun yang(eh my friend's friend leh, though non of ma business).

Happy Birthday !

to Singapore and Lexz !

Hey had a great time last nite celebrating lexz birthday, we went play pool at cuppage plaza and ktv and sang till 3am . The bestest song we sang was the oldies "rong shu xia" by Yu Tian. Had a great laugh about it.

It's great to know that people are reading my blog. Anyway I know that it's only a handful of you who knows it ah(mostly ma friend). I put a hit counter below just to see when can it hit to 1000 post :) . of course I can always go in a few times to generate and increase the counter, but that wouldn't be the point right? Just let it increase slow and steady even if it only adds a count per day.

So I can say that without readers there won't be a writer right? At first I didn't think it's important to have readers since I just write this for fun and to past time. But as some of my friends found out about this blog that I am writing and started to read them. I think it's important as I can find out comments from them about me. Things that I wrote in this blog might be inacurate, untrue, irrelevant, unreliable and bias at times. As it might be me just writing something that I feel at that time without thinking. So I hope you guys don't take it too seriously when u read this blog, just treat it as a form of entertainment(though not very funny), or something that u want to read if u are really bored until u dunno what else to do or when u want to keep updated on your super handsome friend's life and so on.

Anyway I would like to apologize to the person I wrote about from my previous post. I might not be in a clear mind when writing that post and that was what I feel during that short tiny negligible period of time. I know you are just concern about me hor, because u are just too concern about everyone around you. so sometimes might have wrong impression. Anyway hope u are not discouraged to continue reading my blog and not tell your other friends to boycott this page hor. Just lose more money to me in our next mj session ok? Promise? :)

Though friends may have misunderstanding at times, but it's good to talk it out and try to resolve the conflicts within ourselves and also be true to ourselves and the person who is truly concern about you. Ok this doesn't apply to me alone hor. It is for all of u ! yesh u . you there! yesh yesh don't close this window ! I am toking to u who is reading this paragraph right now.

Ok lar I hope small conflicts won't affect friendships but instead strengthen the bond as you get to know each other better. So I hope everyone out there will be true to yourselves and be true to your friends cos it's easy to made an enemy but it's takes alot of faith and trust and concern and whatever good things you can think of lar to be friends and stay as friends.

Some remarks from ur friends might be blunt and sarcastic and unpleasing and negative to hear. but please take that as a concern from your friend and learn it from your mistake(like me). Because one thing I just learn from someone is . "You only see ur reflection through the mirror. Only you friend sees u as your true self" This really means you don't see what kind of image or personality you project to ur friends and to the world. Only your friends who have known you long enough knows you better than yourself and sees your true self because you can only see yourself through the mirror which is only a reflection but your friends knows likely how u behave and what kind of person you are.

Anyway I hope I have not spoilt any friendship along my way. and I also hope to get more comments from my friends around who thinks that I have too many flaws that they can't stand and everytime go home beat the "xiao ren". please don't beat liao hor. please tell me about it so that I can change to be a better person and avoid more misunderstandings and avoid losing friends in the future. But I also have my own principles lar, so I also hope u guys will respect me and vice versa.

Finally let us sing a song..." Heal the world..... make it a better place..." eh sing leh! Don't know why after writing this post I think of this song.

Seems like a lot of people are tying the knot early these days. Just received a news that one of my not so close friend is getting married in a few months time. Hmm sometimes I really wonder why are these people so excited about getting married early nowadays. I mean this guy is still serving his army daze and not even earning money and he is going to settle down like this? although his family are quite well to do, but I think if someone wants to get married he should at least be having a job and earning some money. Plus he is only 23 and how long have he known this gal? Has he been experiencing the outside world? I think this is very important as I felt that after working for almost 2 years, I experience and learn a lot of things and sometimes these experiences really change my perception of things and changed my childish behavior and thinking. I think this is why the divorce rate of young couples is so high. So I hope those of my friends who have yet to start working and is still studying think twice before you decide to throw me an invitation card. Of course if you are really prepare for marriage I will congratulate you and send you my blessings.

Yesturday, I met up with j q and k for dinner, we were discussing about the mah jong session we had the day before. Then they were planning to go for another round that night. But I decided not to join them. So they managed to find two replacements which is b and h. Then q was saying if I am playing we should gang up and make b lose the game. but as usual j was against it, of course I know the reason why he was against it, because b is his good friend. I mean no one would want to gang up and cheat money out of his good friend right? But I know J also understands why we would want to do this. It's because q, k and me really can't stand looking at the shit face of b. He always show those black face in front of everyone and it's more obvious when he is losing a game or something. Actually I am really neutral to this b, I don't really hate him but also not like him lar. Just that I can't stand the face that's all and dun really mind joining force with q. Then j ask me if they all were to join force and cheat je(my friend) money, how would I feel? But the thing is, I don't think anyone would do that because they have no reason to do it. I mean je doesn't make people dulan about him or doesn't show black face mah.

Btw I think J loves to make too much assumption base to his own analysing. He always has his own impression on someone(as in everyone he meets) and thinks that the person is what kind of person even if he only met the person up once or a few times. But I think to really know a person, you have to be his good friend to know him or you can find out about him from his good friend. Because only someone's good friend will know that person well enough and perhaps knows more than the person himself. Ok maybe that's why you know b better than us and you know that he has changed over the past few years right? and I know that it's better to make one more friend rather than to add one more person to your enemy list. But I think I will not ever make friends with b not because I don't like him. Just that I guess we both belongs to different world and won't click or share any common topic. Maybe just hi and bye friend.

After dinner I met up with eddy for some pool and went to mac for a drink and also to try out the new nuggets sauce. We went to jalan kayu and order a piece of prata each( already quite full le) as it was still early and we didn't want to go home cos nothing to do. We chat about jobs, gals and money(sometimes I wished that je would be more open hor and chat with us about himself rather than to keep everything to himself. not good for health leh). Before we knew, it was already 4 plus am in the morning.

Last thing I want to say is I would like to congratulate my good friend/buddy SS to have found someone to love and care for. Really happy for you leh, though you didn't tell me about it but nvm lar. Tell me more about it next time we meet lor. I think someone must be thinking that I am jealous or think that I am a loser or something hor? or hey we have already found a partner liao so when is your turn. But sorry to disappoint you hor, though I felt a bit dishearten sometimes, I don't really crave to be with someone like I was before. Dunno leh maybe I am just used to being by myself after all these years. And if I were to find someone, I want to make sure that the person is someone I really like or at least have some interest in before I date. But I still feel the need to get myself attach if not I think even by age 30 I won't be married. A few years ago I set a target of getting married at 26, which I think is quite an ideal age, not too young or too old but I know I won't fufill this hope le because even if I get attach now I think 2 years is too brief for a relationship to consider marriage. Few years ago I read an article about the ideal number of relationship you have before you find a perfect someone for you. It is the average of 12th relationship to have an ideal partner. This is just a research done by others hor so might not apply to everyone. I know there are also people who get married and live happily ever after with their first galfriends or boyfriends. I think it's good to get attached lar, it will also give you the will to work harder and a sense of direction. Like now, I am feeling lazy and don't really know where I am heading to...

Wah is this the longest post I wrote? Spent 1 hr plus to write hor and sometimes accidentally deleted the whole paragraph and have to re-type damm...

The Island

Yeah! today is an off day for me... thanks to the school's speech day aka founder's day during our time. Thank you! VP for sharing the happinest with the non-teachin staff. Though I am teaching, but considered as non-teaching staff hor. Cos not officially from MOE mah and pay is peanuts! eh wait a minute I am not saying 600k hor. Is really peanuts compared to wat the teachers are earning.

Anyway, I still can't avoid going to tampines. Went there to buy a toothbrush and brought my book to study in the BK in pavilion, quite quiet over there. After that met up a friend and went to watch the show : The Island. Not bad lar, but I really sympathize with the clones in the show. I dunno what will happen to the world with two person exactly the same and worse is there are thousands of pairs after they escaped. oops did I just revealed some spoilers to those who haven't watch?( grinned)
nvm lar hor, I have got enough of all those spoilers the sch TA has been throwing me with about all the anime shows I am watching. not to forget to mention JJ . Yesh you too! if you are reading this hor remember tml mah jong session don't discuss about bleach with Paul hor. and don't wear red and don't think you can win my money hor.

They taken it down !

See ! above is the ugly canvas banner I created for the school's learning festival . In order to protect my reputation, I decided not to name the school here. Yes, and they have taken it down after displaying for a month or less. Now it's back to the previous banner with all the awards they want to how lian(show off) to the public. Hmm I admit, it's really a better job done than mine lar. Considering the time constraint and the amount of jobs I was assigned, I don't really have time to design something decent at least. Might be my lack of experience in designing stuff too. Anyway, I hope I will do a better job next time. Heh next coming up thingy will be designing a mug. I hope it will turn out to be nicer than this sucky banner. I also dunno why I even post it here for u guys to laugh at.

Anyway lets look at somethings nicer hor . for example my handsome face . yuak................

This was taken last friday before I went to meet GJ and guys at home. After styling my hair just thought of taking one and posting it here. :)

That night we got spotted on nightlife.sg and the photographer took one photo for us.. wanna see the pics? pls sign on or log in to www.nightlife.sg and search for the "Dbl O" section dated last friday .
I think this club lack female crowd, the ratio of men to women is almost 1:4. Anyway it was still ok lar, the beer was cheap and we manage to get a seat too. Anyway, florence if you are reading this post hor, please leave your no in my email address hor, cos I forgot to ask you. :)
azazel_17@yahoo.com

Hmm today leh, very sian, my lesson was a failure dunno izzit I don't have any mood to teach any more or izzit because the class was really atrocious. Basically, only less than a quarter of the class wants to listen, and the rest guess wat? Ironically, they were playing games made from flash and I am teaching flash ! And in the end when I ask them to do their work, they dun even know how to start and they don't even feel guilty at all and even pause the game in front of me. Damm ! I hope that the next 2 classes won't be like that . pleassssssssss.